Yearning For The Badboy Mafia’s Love

CALISTA RAYMONDS

“Good Morning” I greeted Chase as I sit down for breakfast. I was a little bit surprised because he responded to my greeting.

I woke up this morning feeling a little bit great about everything. I remember falling asleep in the car last night but I don’t remember walking myself to my room so without being told, I knew Chase must have carried me to my room.

“Is your fever gone?” He asked me and I smiled before nodding at him.

“The pancakes you bought for me last night? I’m sorry I fall asleep so I couldn’t eat it. Hope it’s not wasted?”

“I gave it to a maid. Don’t worry”

I nodded and take a plate out then put some food inside my plate, I start eating. As usual, I have to always steal glances at Chase.

I’ve to wake up each morning praising his handsomeness and I think it’s not enough. It’s just like God greeted him specially on his resting day, Chase wake up every morning looking more handsome than the previous day.

Smiling, I take the glass of juice and take a dip then sigh.

No matter what happens I cannot let my parents find out about my heart problem. My mother will definitely freak out and I don’t want that to happen.

But, I’m so confused on how I got to have a heart failure, none of my family members ever complain about having heart problems nor the other way round.

And Chase find out I have heart failure even before I did..! I pouts.

“Why are you picking on your food? You don’t like it?” I heard Chase ask and I look at him before smiling.

“No it’s good.” I answered and he nodded and stood up grabbing his phone, he walk out of the dinning room and starts climbing upstairs.

Well, it’s Saturday morning and I guess I have to stay all day doing absolutely nothing. It’s so exhausting.Please check at N/ôvel(D)rama.Org.

Back at my parents apartment I use to complain about work and then tell them how much I wish to just sit at home and do absolutely nothing.

Waking up each day and realizing I have to go to work is one of the thoughts I don’t wish to ever think about.

I just dream about waking up and sitting down all day long , doing nothing but to sit and watch movies then have the maids attend to me.

But here I am, living the dream I wished for but I’m not happy about it, Well, Maybe it’s probably because it happened against my will.

I finished up with my breakfast and then climb back upstairs and made to my room, I pulled out a chair and sat down then place my two legs on the table and start playing mini games on my phone.

My eyes suddenly lands on the bed where Chase’s jacket was laying. I turned off my phone and sit up then walk to the bed and take the jacket.

Smiling, I smell the cloth and it still have Chase’s cologne on it and I swear it smells so good.

I wonder what I’d be like being close to Chase, that boy is fucking tempting.

Oh and here I am! Drooling over him again just because I’m holding his jacket.

Well, I should stop thinking about him cause he can never be mine. There are tons of bitches out there waiting for an opportunity to grab him.

And even if I can make him Mine, we can never be together.

Chase is just a bad boy Mafia who lives a dangerous lifestyle but I am just a girl who just want to live a peaceful life.

I believe my life now is every ladies dream and that was why Amelia and the rest of the girls couldn’t take it in when Chase announced I’m the only one staying.

Everyone wants to be close to him but y’all, you have to be able to take in all the ill character you get from him.

Folding the jacket, I walk out of my room and stopped at the room next to mine which is Chase’s room.

I stood there for some minutes, unsure if I should knock or just go back. But I need to hand him over his jacket.

In as much as I wanted to keep the jacket but it looks so expensive and I’m pretty sure Chase will never let me keep his jacket, so It’d be nice for me if I just return what he give to me rather than keep it on my own.

I slowly stretch out my hand and knock on the door, there was no response and so I knocked again but no one replied still which is strange.

Chase haven’t left the house yet so why isn’t he answering the door? I slowly opened the door myself and shut it back when I entered.

“Chase?” I called out looking around the room for him but I didn’t see him.

And then, the bathroom door opened and Chase walk out of the bathroom with only a towel tied around his waist and with he is holding another towel which he was drying his hair with.

“Oh shuuu!” I muttered and used my hand to cover my mouth, the jacket in my hand falling down.

And I think that was when Chase noticed my presence as he looked up to me. I turned my back in shame, backing him.

I felt my cheeks turn red already and I’m feeling so hot even when I was cold minute ago.

He is just not handsome but he’s hot too!

If Chase is the type who’s obsessed with being on media’s , I’m pretty sure he can’t go out in peace because he’d have lot of girls on their feet begging to just be noticed by him.

“What are you doing?” His voice shaken me.

“Uhmmm…..” I muttered, not knowing the best word to use for my reason of being here.

“I didn’t see anything” I suddenly said and ran out of the room cringed with the jacket. I rushed to my room and shut the door behind.

Slowly, I sat my butts on the floor and rest my back on the door as I hold my chest because my heart was beating faster.

I’m not feeling any pain, but my heart is just beating faster than usual and I know why.

I shut my eyes and bite my lower lips then pinch myself to make sure I wasn’t dreaming.

How can someone be so hot!” I muttered to myself.

I’m not even sure I’d be able to show my face in front of him again after what I saw. I felt this urge to hug him but I’m fuckin going crazy.

I did also notice that he has a black heart tattoo on his chest. I looked down at the jacket I’m holding then I smiled and hugged it tight.

“I’m not sure if I’m going to return it to him again. It should belong to me now.”