It will never feel like it’s yours
Suddenly craving the unknown
The following day everyone had breakfast in silence. Jhonia at a distance away from Nearce, at the table. Mrs. Pinnock didn’t know how to break the silence therefore she too eats pn silence. After she is finished, she leaves the house leaving Jhonia a text message.
“I will be back in a few hours, noon to be exact so please don’t make any plans.” Jhonia reads the message and places her phone down on the table next to her plate. She was almost finished eating.
“Jhonia, go out with me today!” Nearce said, trying to engage Jhonia into a conversation but she just continued with her food.
After she’s finished she got up and went upstairs. Nearce finished his breakfast and went upstairs following Jhonia. When he arrived inside the room, Jhonia was seated on the extended sofa. Nearce locked the door and walked over to her. He glared down at her up and down and smiled!
“Jhonia, don’t be upset with me anymore, please!” Nearce pleaded with Jhonia, but she didn’t respond to him.
Jhonia got up from the couch and went to the bedroom section where Nearce followed her. Jhonia walked up to the bedside table and placed her phone down. When she turned around Nearce was standing right in front of her, she closed her eyes briefly and sighs before glaring up at him.
“Mr. Pinnock, I think I didn’t make myself clear. I don’t want you near me nor inside this room, your mother has had your stuff moved. So please, stay in that room in which your belongings are placed.” Jhonia said to him but he only made his way closer to her. Looking at her with a smile on his face. He looked down at her exposed legs, his eyes then traced her body up to her neck before he looked at her face.
“You haven’t changed your nightwear, why?” Nearce asked Jhonia, and she looked down at herself and back at him.
“I no longer answer to you.”
Jhonia responded to his question, she crossed her arms to her chest staring at him.
“Can… I give you a hug?” Nearce asked Jhonia, she narrowed her eyes at him.
“Why?” Jhonia asked, trying to figure out what he was up to, but he was just so pitiful looking and silent.
“Fine!” Jhonia said after she realized that it might just be a hug. She opened her arms and turned her face to the bathroom door, waiting for his hug.
“Okay.” Nearce voice whispered, Jhonia then swallowed her saliva as she waited.
For a moment she didn’t feel him embrace her and she wondered why? She sighed, turning her head back to Nearce. Suddenly she felt his hands sliding up beneath her nightwear. Her mind rushed back to the night she lost her innocence. She quickly snaps from her memory when she feels Nearce naked embrace against her. He hugged Jhonia to him. Turning her to fall on the bed. Where he used his leg to open her legs.
“What are you doing? Get off!”
Jhonia asked him, then yelled at him. He ignored her and used his fingers to move her panties aside. Push himself up to her Vagina opening. Sucking on her breasts. Nibbling her nipples. Jhonia was forcing herself to not let him turn her on.
“Nearce, get off me!!! Get off…” Jhonia yelled at him.
Her voice mumbled off with a pleasurable sound. Nearce smiled with excitement. He places his Glans at the entrance of her Vagina. Jhonia tried to push him off her. By then his Glans have pushed past her Labia Minora. Jhonia held herself back from moaning out. Nearce didn’t seem to be in a rush, as he continued to peaks her sexual senses pushing only his Glans inside and out of her. Jhonia finally began to give in. Nearce forces his penis deep inside her. Jhonia sinks her nails into his back. Nearce fixed himself and her better upon the bed. He continued to sex her. Jhonia wrapped her arms around him, pulling him down and using her legs to pin him and pull him deep inside of her. Nearce pushes his penis deeper inside her Vagina. Jhonia squeezes tighter as she moans. Nearce, realizing he had reached her sweet spot after the reaction she gave him. He began whining inside of her. Jhonia moans from the pleasure.Content (C) Nôv/elDra/ma.Org.
“I love when you’re like this. It makes me want to never leave inside of you.” Nearce said, hugging her body to his.
“If you did? You would have not gone out on me.” Jhonia responded, pulling him down to her. Allowing his penis to rub on her clitoris.
“Ah…” She moans into his ear. Nearce began grinding her faster.
“AHH…” Jhonia’s moans got louder.
“I was being stupid Jhonia, I can’t take back what I have done. Though I’m willing to change… Just don’t leave. I don’t want you to go. Ahhh…” Nearce said, gripping her tighter than before. Jhonia moans as he begins to sex her faster and faster. Jhonia felt his penis throbbing inside of her. She released her legs and let him sex her. Nearce lays down between her legs slowly massaging himself inside her as he explodes inside of her. After some time he was ready to have sex with her once more.
He released himself and lay down, pulling Jhonia to come sit down on top and sex him as he had sexed her. Jhonia decided to get up and sat on top of him. Her vagina was already wet and moist from before. His penis slides in easier than before. Jhonia began riding him. While her body was with him, her mind had gone back to the night she lost her Virginity.
She loses herself riding on Nearce though he was enjoying the sex. He felt like Jhonia’s mind wasn’t with him, she was physically there but mentally wasn’t. He held her waist suddenly, her moaning was different, her face turned to the ceiling, her hands held onto the bed head design instead of his shoulders, her sexing him was hot and filled with sexual desires, he could feel that these desires were not for him.
Jhonia’s mind returns to reality. She hugged tightly onto Nearce, her breathing was heavy, not once did she met Nearce eyes. Because with one glance he would know her body is with him but her mind was somewhere else. Jhonia movements were as if someone taught her exactly how to do it. Knowing deep down in himself, he knows he wasn’t the one who had taught her. He felt the muscles in his penis getting tense he was coming. He tries to stop Jhonia.
“No! It feels so good. Don’t stop me, please!” Jhonia’s voice sexually rejects him as she tells him how it felt and not wanting to stop. Jhonia pleads in his ear as she moans and continues to ride him breathlessly yet unconditionally. But Nearce knew this side of her was not for him. As his sperm began exporting from his penis. Jhonia lifted her body bring herself up and down on his Glans. Nearce gripped her shoulders forcing her down on him. They moaned together from pleasure. Jhonia got off and lay down next to him. He turned her!
“I wasn’t ready to stop! But..! Mom, could return at any time but you”
“Your mother is returning at noon, it’s just 10 am.” Jhonia said, cutting him off then she pulled him over and on top of her.
I can’t believe I was sexing that guy inside my head. I felt him, he was there instead of Nearce he was holding me and teaching me, how to make him come faster. I have never thought about him, all this time so why am I doing it now and during sex? Why do I suddenly crave him? His touch? His body next to mine? Who was he? Jhonia thoughts.)
“Jhonia! Jhonia?” Nearce called and called again.
“Hmm?” Jhonia answered him.
“Where is your mind at?” Nearce asked her, but Jhonia looked at him and smiled then she became sad.
“I finally got to touch you like this. But it was only because I’m leaving. When I no longer have trust for you, when all the feeling you created in my heart is gone. I can sex you just as much as you want me to but it will never feel like it’s yours.” Jhonia said to him, then began to explain that no matter how much they slept with each other it will no longer feel like she belongs to him. Jhonia made eye contact with him letting him know she meant every word.