The Billionaire’s Desires

Still Nathan’s POV

I knew the exact moment that Hillary set her eyes on me, her eyes widened in absolute shock when her eyes met mine and she abandoned their luggage and dragged the kids out of the reception hall, dragging them back to the car. She knew she had been caught trying to escape and she knows that there is no way out of this, yet she ran. She ran as fast as possible, dragging along our kids who wouldn’t stop crying because they thought they were in danger. I’m pissed off at her for trying to make a fool out of me, I’m so angry at her for putting my kids through all this heartache, making me look like an evil villain in front of my kids. All this rubbish must come to an end today, one way or another, I’m going to set everything right.

I have already positioned some guards by her car, they were to make sure that she doesn’t get into the car and try to escape again. Avril stood by the car waiting for her as well, I gave her a job as well, I’m sure she can handle the kids for a few minutes while I have a conversation with their mom who keeps running from me as if I am a monster or something. As she runs towards her car, she ran into her friend and my guards. At first, she wanted to run back the other way, but when she saw me standing there, she had no choice but to turn around and beg Avril and my boys. It hurts to see her begging my boys for mercy instead of facing me, it makes me think that there is something wrong with her, or maybe there is something else that she is running from.

“I don’t know why you would do something like this and I don’t know what has come over you, but you have to stop all this right now.” I scolded her angrily as I walked over to her and dragged her by the hand, taking her away from the kids.

“Take them home, we’ll catch up with you.” I instructed Brian and Avril, then I pulled Hillary away, ignoring her cries for mercy as she kept calling on Avril and Brian, begging them not to take her kids away. I turned to see Avril leading my son into the car as my daughter wrapped her hands around her neck and held on to her as if her very life depended on it. They all got into the car and drove away, ignoring Hilly and I. She wasn’t paying any attention to me when they were still here, but after watching them drive away, she turned to me and attacked me ferociously, hitting me as hard as she could,

“You will not take my kids away from me, I won’t let you have them… I won’t let you… I won’t let you…” she yelled out furiously, hitting me repeatedly. I tried to stop her, I yelled at her to stop but she wouldn’t listen, I did the only thing I could think of at the moment. I held her hand and backed her up against my car, looking into her eyes fiercely. She gasped in shock when the felt my semi-hardened dick pressing against her stomach. I took that as an opportunity to invade her mouth and kiss her passionately. She had no reaction, none at all. It came as a shock to her, I’m even shocked at my actions right now. This is not what I planned for, when I said I wanted to have a conversation with her, I meant having a real conversation, not sucking off her lips and caressing her body. But I couldn’t control my actions, I didn’t know what else to do. And now that I’ve succeeded in getting her attention, I don’t ever want to stop. I want to kiss her soft, plump lips all day long.

“Why do you hate me this much, why are you trying to separate my kids from me again, why on earth would you put them through all this stress, Hills, why are you doing this to us?” I muttered softly, pulling my hand through her hair to expose her tired face.

“They are all I’ve got, please don’t take them from me, I would die without them.” She muttered softly, cooking deep into my eyes as tears slipped out of hers.

“I thought I made it clear to you that I would never do anything to hurt you or our kid. It hurts me to see you this way and it hurts me, even more, to see our kids going through all this because of us. I know we have been apart for a long time, but we can still make it work, we can still be together.” I let out warmly, cupping her cheeks in my palm. She looked stunned at my words, I guess she wasn’t expecting me to say this to her and I wonder why.

“Is this some kind of joke or something?” She asked in anger, moving away from me. I didn’t let her go too far, I pulled her back into my arms, forcing her to look into my eyes.

“I don’t know why you have been pushing me away, but it has to stop right now Hills. Consider the kids, our kids. Think about their feelings and think about their future as well. They need us, Hills, I need them. I want to wake up every morning to their beautiful laughter, I want to be welcomed from work every day by their warm smiles and giggles. I want to hold you in my arms every fucking day, Hills. I need you back in my life, I can’t think of a life without you, I can’t live my life without you. Please Hills, let’s just put everything that has happened in the past behind us, let’s start afresh with our kids, let’s move on with our lives, just like we have always planned, we can still make it work, I promise.” I let out calmly, trying to pull her back into my arms, but she wasn’t buying it, she pushed me away and tried to walk out on me again. I went after her and tried to take her hands, then she turned to me fiercely,

“What the hell are you talking about, why the hell would you want me back in your life after you caught me making out with another man, why are you suddenly being nice to me, what changes Nate?” She asked me with raised eyebrows, glaring daggers at me. I tried to figure out what she was talking about, but I just don’t understand it, so I simply shrugged and gazed at her, hoping she elaborate.Copyright by Nôv/elDrama.Org.

“Don’t give me that look, Nathan. Stop acting as if you don’t know what I’m talking about, stop making me look so stupid, stop doing that, just stop it already. I saw you, Nate, I saw the look on you first when you saw me with Lawrence. You had this… this murderous look on your face, you hate me and you called me names. Now all of a sudden, you turn around and tell me that you still want me back in your life? That is just so stupid and I don’t give a fuck about what you say to me right now, I know that it’s all about the kids, you simply want to take my kids away from me but I won’t let you succeed, I won’t back down easily, Nate. I’ll fight for my kids, I’ll fucking fight for them!” she yelled in my face before turning to walk away from me. I pulled her back, and this I wasn’t being warm and romantic because I am angry, I’m so fucking pissed. I’ve tried so hard to make her understand me, I’ve pleaded, I’ve cried and I’ve even sought for help from her friends, but she wouldn’t listen to me, she just keeps proving to be stubborn, too damn stubborn.

“What the hell is wrong with you, Hillary, why won’t you just listen to me. I’ve tried to make you understand, Hills, I’ve tried explaining everything to you, I’ve told you what I went through all these years and I’ve been begging and pleading with you for more than one week, why don’t you believe me Hills, why won’t you just listen to me. I know I acted like an asshole when I saw you with that idiot, Lawrence. But you can’t blame me for that, I fucking saw my wife making out with one of my enemies, how the hell was I supposed to act, am I supposed to smile and accept it, we’re you expecting me to pretend like it doesn’t hurt to see you with another man. Well, I’m sorry to disappoint you, my love. It hurts to see my wife with another man and there is no way I would pretend like it doesn’t hurt. Besides, I was made to believe that you absconded with my money, I fucking thought that you ran away with my money, that is why I was so pissed off at you. I had no idea that you were hunted and chased out by Ariel, I had no fucking idea that you were waiting for me, Raymond lied to me to make sure I didn’t come after you, he lied about many things and he did it because he thought he was protecting me, so I forgive him. I’m ready to put the past behind me and move on with my life and that is exactly what I want you to do. I know you are hurt and angry, but I thought you would have gotten over it already, but you keep pushing me away and hurting our kids in the process. Now I’m beginning to think that there is a reason why you are so bent on pushing me away. It’s because of that guy, isn’t it?

You fell in love with him and now you want him to be the father of my kids. Well, let me make this clear to you. I love you, I really do, but it will be a cold day in hell before I let my kids call another man daddy. Trust me, Hillary, your fears would be realized if I find out that you were trying to run away with Lawrence, I would take my kids away from you and I’ll make sure you never set your eyes on them ever again. You will be surprised at what I would do to get my kids, I would do anything, I mean anything necessary to make sure you never set your eyes on them ever again.” I threatened her fiercely, making her shiver in fear.

“Y… Y… You can’t do that.” She stammered out, trying to sound brave but failing pathetically.

“Yes, I can and I will do it if you just me any further. Now get your pretty ass into the car, I’m taking you back home.” I told her teasingly, hoping she would smile or say something, but she didn’t have any reaction, she looks a bit shaken up and scared, and it made me feel a bit guilty for threatening her that way. I went around and opened the car door for her, letter get in before I shut the door.

“I’m sorry, my love, I didn’t mean to threaten you that way, I would never do anything to hurt you, please stop pushing me away. I want you Hills, I need you back in my life, I never stopped loving you, not even for a second. When I was trapped on that island, the only thing that kept me alive is the thought of coming back home to you. When Ray told me that you absconded with my money, my heart broke into a million pieces, it hurt, even more, when I saw you making out with Lawrence. But I don’t fucking care about anything that might have happened between you two, I just want you to come back to me, I need you, my love, please come back to me,” I pleaded, holding her hands, looking deep into her eyes even though she tried to look away from me. This time, she didn’t try to pull her hands or shrug me off and I knew she was thinking deeply about it. A few drops of tears slid down her cheeks, and I wiped them off with my lips, kissing away her tears before kissing her lips.

“I feel so filthy, Nate. I let another man touch me and now I feel so dirty and guilty for not waiting for you like I promised. I’m so sorry, Nate, I didn’t know mean to, I thought you were dead,” she sobbed, making me smile widely as I kiss her even more. At least she is speaking up and opening up to me, it’s definitely a good start.

“I know, Hills, I know you didn’t mean to and I forgive you, I promise. Ray and Miguel lied to us, but we can make things right between us, we just need to put it all behind us and move forward with our lives.” I muttered. She nodded in response, making me smile excitedly. I’ll definitely make it work between us, and this time, I won’t let her go, I’ll never lose her again.