Chapter 100 Will you be my husband?
Alice’s P. O. V.
After a month,
Time flies away with Alexander. It’s been a month since I visited to BDSM dinner party with him. In this month, Alexander showers with me his love and dominance.
He fulfilled my dream of opening a house for needy people, a dream I never thought would come true. I’m so fortunate to have him in my life. Every day, I see lives being transformed at the shelter for those in need, and it brings me so much fulfilment.
He suggested I should sell my paintings, which are a window into my soul. However, I denied it because I want to keep my paintings for the pure joy they bring me, not for profit. Alexander understood and supported my decision, and that only makes me love him more.
As he sleeps, wrapping me in his warm arms, I feel grateful for the love and happiness he brings into my life. I know I am lucky to have found someone who loves me for who I am, and who also shares my deepest desires and fantasies.
He always surprises me with new ways to pleasure me, and I can’t wait to see what he has in store for us next. But for now, I am content just being here with him, feeling his warmth and love surround me.
I know that our journey together will not always be easy, but I’ll face any challenge as long as I have Alexander by my side. Together, we will explore the depths of our desires and fantasies, and we will come out stronger and more in love than ever before.
I feel grateful for the life I have with him. He is my Master, my lover, and my soon-to-be husband.
Yes, I want to make him my husband and want to love him for the rest of my life.
The moment has arrived to advance our relationship, to tie the bonds of marriage.
He has undergone a profound transformation. When I first met him, he was a complete devil, concealing his true identity from the rest of the world. When I discovered he possessed a heart so pure, I gave him a special place in my heart and vowed to love him until my last breath.
I was the one who fell in love with him initially, but he fell even more deeply in love with me.
My affection for him grows with each passing day as I witness his care and the way he treats me. All I desire is for this man to be my husband and keep him with me for eternity.
I’m so excited to propose to him tomorrow in a unique way. I’m certain he’ll adore it, and I have a strong feeling that he also wants me to be his wife.
Even if there’s a slight chance he might hesitate at first, I believe seeing the effort I put into the proposal will change his decision.
Finally, I drift off to sleep in his arms with the excitement of proposing to him tomorrow.
The next morning,
As I wake up in his arms, I can feel the butterflies in my stomach. Today is the day I will propose to Alexander, and I want everything to be perfect. I’ll prepare the things when he goes to the office.
I admire him with a smile on my face, and as he wakes up after a few minutes, I kiss his forehead, whispering, “Good morning, baby.”
He smiles at me, his eyes still drowsy from sleep. “Good morning, my love.” He replies, pulling me closer to him.
“There is a different kind of spark in your eyes today, love. Is something going in your head?” As he asks, playing with my hands, I bite my lower lip.
This man is so good at reading my face.
“I’m sorry, Alexander, but I can’t tell you right now what’s going on in my mind-“Before I can finish my words, he captures my lips. I melt into the kiss, feeling his passion and love for me.
As we pull apart, he whispers, caressing my lips with his thumb. “I just can never resist myself from kissing you whenever you bite or lick your lips, love.”
In response, I grin at him.
“Now tell me what’s going in your head.” He asks again, holding my chin with a gentle touch.
“I have a surprise for you, Alexander. However, you’ll have to wait until tonight to find out what it is.” I tell him.
He raises an eyebrow, his curiosity visible in his eyes. “Oh really? Well, I can’t wait to see what you have in store for me, my love.”
“You’ll love the surprise, baby.” I kiss him again, relishing in the warmth of his embrace.
***
As he leaves for the office, I begin to prepare for the proposal. The smile on my face is constant as I paint on the canvas and imagine our future together in our room.
I get ready to buy the engagement ring for my soon-to-be husband.
The words “my husband” escape my lips with pure happiness. It sounds absolutely wonderful!
I go with Mia to buy the ring for him, and after coming back, I spend the entire day decorating the poolside with candles and flowers, making sure every detail is perfect.
***
In the evening, I stand by the poolside, where I have adorned the surroundings for the proposal. A canvas lies before me, upon which I have painted an image depicting me on my knees in front of Alexander, accompanied by the words “Will you marry me?”
I conceal this artwork with a white cloth.
As he enters there, his eyes widen in amazement as he takes in the decorations. With an affectionate grin, I stroll towards him and clasp his hand before guiding him toward the canvas.
“Go ahead, uncover it.” I urge, excitement lacing my words.
I can tell he’s exhausted and feeling down today, but I’m sure that my proposal will definitely bring a smile to his face and brighten up his mood.
He pulls away the cloth, revealing the artwork. Silently, I lower myself onto one knee behind him, the small box containing the engagement ring cradled in my hand.
As he turns, after summoning all the courage within me, I speak from the depths of my heart, “Alexander, I love you more than anything in this world. You have brought so much joy into my life and fulfilled my every desire and dream. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you be my husband?”
He just gives me a blank look, confusing me.
“Alexander, say something. My knees are hurting.” I chuckle, but deep inside, I can feel something is wrong with him.
“No.” He responds, his voice gentle yet resolute, sending shockwaves through me.
Did I hear wrong?
I thought he also wanted to marry me. His rejection is causing me immense heartache.
I gaze into his eyes, filled with pain, but he stares back with no emotion. I wonder what could have happened to him.
He seemed fine this morning, and I never expected him to say no. There must be something going on with him.
I rise from the floor and clasp his face. “What’s wrong, Alexander?” I ask, concern visible in my eyes.
I become anxious because he doesn’t seem fine.
“Nothing’s wrong, Alice. I’m just not ready for marriage. I didn’t expect this.” He responds and startles me by shoving my hands away from his face.
I just stare at him in disbelief when he leaves the poolside after hurling my painting into the pool. Tears trickle stream down my cheeks automatically.
I can’t believe that my proposal has turned into a nightmare.
Did he really reject my proposal? I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest.
I sit by the poolside, staring at the water with a blank look, my mind racing with a million thoughts.This content provided by N(o)velDrama].[Org.
How could he do this to me? Am I not enough for him? Does he not love me enough to want to spend the rest of his life with me? All these questions swirl in my mind, and I can’t seem to find any answers.
No, no, there is something else. I think he is hiding something because he was all okay in the morning. He loves me and wants to spend his whole life with me, I’m certain about this.
I pull myself together and get up, wiping my tears. I need to know what’s going on with him.